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"Dress up pretty" ("my androgyny") (lyrics/poem) (2022)

“Dress up pretty

Dress up skinny

Dress up like the celebrity I like again

See if she notices me

See if she notices me, this time, 

this time…

put on a fancy hat

put on a butch shirt.

      lol.

  my androgyny

               my androgyny

  I like my androgyny

dancing in the garden

weighing myself on the pavement

hope I don’t go to hell

        for my androgyny 

              for my androgyny

for being me

anal retentive 

messy

androgyny.

Dress up pretty

Dress up skinny

Dress up like the celebrity I like again

See if she notices me

See if she notices me, this time, 

this time…

my androgyny

my androgyny.”

“Dress up pretty” (“my androgyny”)

- by Kelly Alexandra Hoff (“Alix”), June 2022

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“summer 2022 (camp)”

by Kelly Alexandra Hoff, Alix

“bandana and my camping tent

I’m wrapping up my presents

taking a break from the internet

    the I - ternet

reading, reading

books are fun

   flashlight

   starlight

bagels and fun

bagels and cum

Bleach now on my iPhone radio

    in the house

avoiding school still

   think I’ll drive a bus

   if I can’t drive a truck

   for my day job

praying in my tent

rosary around my neck

singing in my tent

rosary around my neck

gonna go to church

not kill myself

when I’m not feeling loved

when I’m not feeling as loved

Trying harder

Trying harder

Bruising easily still,

  trying harder,

  trying harder.”

~ “summer 2022 (camp)” by Kelly Alexandra Hoff, July 20, 2022

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"bars and guitar"
by Kelly Alexandra Hoff, Alix

“I was gonna hang out with that pajamas man

and then I didn’t

thinking about heading over to that bar

Ask to play some music for them for some

cash

maybe grab a beer, tacos, ask -

for a job

wonder if I’ll find that cool pajamas man

think I’ll busk outside the Ace Hardware and

convenience store, Ragin Cagin

see if the other poor people will tip me since -

can’t get over to the game

over to the rich part of town

think I’ll wonder around

throw my heart around with my guitar

don’t throw my heart around, being a whore

see what I can make

see what’s in store

make some money

Since it’s not like going to the candy store

with that Jewish man I dated

gotta be good

gotta be a good girl

like my dog

don’t be a whore.

Gonna take myself to the candy store

on my own terms

talk to my friend in another way

don’t be a whore.

today.

today

today.”

~ Kelly Alexandra Hoff, “bars and guitars,”

Sunday, July 24, 2022; 10:49am




Ragin Cagin - Ragin’ Cajun

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“My man”

“I wanna go to the blues saloon

I wanna play with my man.

Jam all night…

I can.

I can.

Rock & Roll,

good for the soul.

play ball

wanted to play ball.

but I’m all old now.

38 and growing.

oh so old.

I feel so old.

gonna wear my lashes

out on the town.

should I play on the street?…

visit the country men.

Thinking of so many country men…

Thinking of so many country men.

Don’t retire my hat, my hats, of course.

my old cowboy hats

That are actually my ex-boyfriend’s.

my wonderful man.

my stand-up man.

Would be a family man.

but he’s my jazz man.

oh how I miss him so.

when he’s at home or on the road.

and so far away.

     take me home!

he’s still mine.

for eternity.

Some day we’ll be together.

at the jazz club,

at home.

his or mine.

on the road.

round about town.

    Love my man.

    Love my man.

Love my man.

Gonna listen to Elvis

   & fantasize

about being a

   rock star.

about being yours.

anywhere.  at home

or on the road.

I’m yours forever.

Stand-up man.”

~ “My man” (“Rock & Roll”) by Kelly Alexandra Hoff.  written:  December 30, 2022; evening.

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