Disorganized
2012
"disorganized
even after dark
I strip down
expose my parts
ink drawings -
I'm a girl
red lights laugh
the radio approves
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disorganized
in my frame
a window still -
to capture my brain
rearrange the clothes
to find what's yours
but it's just a robe
it's just a robe
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can you identify me?
the Other calls my name
can you identify me? - 'cause
I... am not... the same...
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terrorized
by the hour
I look out
to the witches tower
messages conflict
I'm so confused
what do they want?
what am I to do?
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can you identify me?
my mother calls my name
can you identify?
I'm so glad you came.
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dress drawn -
on a page
no features, and no face
Mom hands me the Red.
"let's color her pretty dress"
Mom hands me the Black.
her dark hair dances down her back
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can you identify me?
can you identify me?
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the dresser drawer beside
her figure flies out a bird of night
came in 1995
Mom's not worried, why am I?
Mom's not worried, why am I?
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can you identify me?
I scarcely know my name.
can you identify me?
But she stays all the same...
please, do you know my name?
please, do you know my name?
please, do you know my name?
the bracelet's wrong again..."
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- "Disorganized" (2012) by Kelly Alexandra Hoff